Why do I worry?

I'm sitting here looking over my posts in a blog I never have time for anymore, and I realized something. Almost a year ago to the day I published this post...http://sometimesmyheadhurts.blogspot.com/2008/04/single-is-not-disease.html ...Here I am still up, trying to get things done for my wedding that is in a little over a month, my jaw hurts because I have been clenching while I sleep (the stress of planning a wedding) with all the questions in my head about how things are going to get done, all the worry. I have to stop and see that I never imagined a year ago I would be here, marrying the most amazing man I have ever met. I know the Lord’s hand in this, it is His doing; and yet I'm stressed out about the details of that day when we are married. How simple are these things to the Lord...I relinquish my hold, it is not mine to worry about. It is the Lords, His to plan and it is in His care not mine. Done.

Why

Why is it that when I need you so much, words fail me and I am left Prayerless? Lord please fill my empty mouth.